All of this relationship drama is getting really f*cking annoying to be honest.
It may seem like the hardest thing in the world…but sometimes you have to forget about the people who forget about you.
Like high school friends…you just have to let go of the bad ones because they drag you down. If they don’t make an effort to keep you in their lives, drop ’em.
Like exes…you need to “forgive and forget” or you can’t move on. No matter how hard I try with some people, I just can’t lose that one little bit that remains and haunts and angers. Grudges. WTF? Why am I the one that holds them?
Like activities? When you try multiple times and it still doesn’t work out…I guess that means that it’s time to let go of that desire…that hope…that goal.
It just sucks when you HAVE to see those people all the time because of various clubs and stuff that you are in together. Ugh…sometimes I just want to quit everything and start anew somewhere else…somewhere that’s not here…here where I have to see people I don’t like anymore.
I just don’t see anyone with as much commitment as me in a few of the groups I’m involved in. Most of the time now I just think to myself… “What if I wasn’t in this group anymore?! What would happen? Would it fall apart?!” ‘Cause it really feels like I’m the glue… I’m the one holding it together. I’m the one making sure everyone’s doing their duties. I’m the one keeping everyone in check.
I can’t afford to slack off. I can’t afford to miss or skip like the others do. I’m crucial.
Well, what the f*ck. Why should I put in THIS MUCH EFFING EFFORT if no one matches it?! What good does that do me? I just stress myself the f*ck out and take on more tasks because no one gives a sh*t anymore. Where the f*ck is the commitment?!
Gosh, the most annoying thing in the world is when someone plays the two-faced jerk…
If you dislike someone, you shouldn’t necessarily act nice to them in person just because it’s in public. You don’t even have to look at them.
So stop being so f*cking nice to them!
If you like them, then why the hell did you say you hated them?!
I don’t f*cking understand why some people just hide what they’re feeling. Stop! Stop caring about what they think.
…maybe that’s just me holding grudges as usual.